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Zach

by Bleary Eyed

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1.
andy 04:02
currently, andy's leaving for another six weeks and i sure as hell don't feel like much of a savior, more like something along the lines of an enabler with hopes next to none you start from square one and pour the burning liquid, down your throat watch wide eyed as your world begins to spin and glow i know one day i'll see you grow into someone with will and agency rooting them and one day you'll leave and set out to redefine this very world you were born into your circadian spiral into the soft earth all those inner quarrels i've known you better than you may know and you'll get better, than we expect
2.
when you had braces on your teeth & knees you learned how to be a rough individualistic man don't take no for an answer and push those thoughts in the back of your head now you've got ulcers ;)) hope things make sense and keep yourself steady as your life walks you along
3.
one day ill be in a glowing white room and see all my deceased ancestors who, will meet me and see every little fragment from, my past life and one day you're gonna get your shit together, saves some lives and hold everyone in your hooping arms come fall i'll be up north guiltily living life so boldly, this liminality juxtaposed, with the patience, with the gracefulness you've always knew one day, all of the friends you had, will come together and remember little things, like the way you subconsciously smiled into the car mirror and the grace of all your calculated movements come fall i'll be up north guiltily living life so boldly, this liminality juxtaposed, with the patience, with the gracefulness you've always knew it's not fair, for you and me life's not fair, for you and me
4.
dog days 04:19
the dog days, seem a little bit longer as each night falls leave no trace, they always say cover up the tracks of your footsteps in the woods existence, one day they'll all listen to you intently but it will be just a sort lived pipe dream, and one day they'll forget about you so please train me, to be the machine that works with maximum efficiency so i can slide by and say my goodbyes and make my exit gracefully grit your teeth place one the god damn steering wheel grit your teeth watch your friends have the fun you used to know can't muster, up the will to take that flashlight and point it in towards yourself i guess you'll never subdue that constant tightness in your chest first the job goes, i die look down, watch my green lawn get overgrown they saw me slide by, never said my goodbyes, but wasn't hard to leave gracefully grit your teeth place one the god damn steering wheel grit your teeth watch your friends have the fun you used to know
5.
(for dorrine) sometimes i think about da dirt we stand on and what iz made of its made of me:00 sometimes i think about that women i saw yesterday and what she does in her life to keep her from she was nineteen she was expanding now lulled into this shallow sense of happiness infatuated with the buzz from the people she fit with but could never keep them close enough to her heart they'll and shell continue down the unconscious path (as a youth) why do the cracks in the sidewalk seem so damn big these days? and its a fat chance the cracks in the sidewalk will swallow me up whole one day :// (old mfer now) she's now decrepit like the bridges and trains of a city doomed to crumble under its own weight but the concrete city will be remember but not ol' dorrine always asking me why do the cracks in the sidewalk seem so damn big these days? and its a fat chance the cracks in the sidewalk will swallow me up whole one day sometimes i think about
6.
coming home late these days when the lights are flashing hold the wheel i've got a small smile on my face your black-eyed-susan hat still sits quietly on the counter pull over in the rain to buy the bunch of sunflowers and you wait patiently, for something, good to come young blonde girl with the curls watches her life get split in half photos line the walls of a younger you in your fathers house forget the nuclear structure that you had once loved now afraid to spill your contents on the ones who will help petrified crack your skull eat the cold ramen again afraid to loose the kid you put all your hope in and you wait patiently, for something, good to come
7.
paint chips 04:11
just eat your paint chips run away from whats robbing you of whats steady, whats tangible sit back watch it go
8.
13 02:16
when we were thirteen we had those big dreams and realized we had to make our little imprint on the world before the icebergs melt and gray sea swallows the shores i do and my friends do too we grow and get smacked in the face with the cold reality of a structure a system bent, on pain and sufferin and the most we can do is try i do and my friends do too
9.
pool 06:11
walking home from the pool still got that memory stuck in my head from when i was young i turned my head to the side and squint my eyes, and watch the light fracture spin and bounce from side to side as i trail eight feet behind my dad i know one day ill die and watch all i know and smile looking at the ceiling bleary eyed watch them look me in my eyes, as they float away on, a black converter belt amidst the red sharp things that bring them to their ultimate end i never faced that wall again now that im a big kid, i gotta try to do big things no that im a big, i gotta learn to bite the bullet everyday nothings really quite okay these days you told me we wont let the kid die my initials are still on those bleachers lets hope we really meant our word

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released November 21, 2017

recorded by: Ben Kaunitz in Potomac, MD in August 2016
mixed by: Tim Jordan at big mamas in Philadelphia

album art: Andrew Salfi
tape/art formatting: Alexander Rudenshiold

songs written by: Nathaniel Salfi

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